ok well now that i'm back to bein my normal self. last night sucked simply put. biggest waste of $5 ever and yet it wasn't for sum reason. ok the kid who hurt tuck is on my list for sum1 who is gonna get his ass kicked. yeah anyways i'm out yeah i kno short entry but w/e "there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface. consuming, confusing. this lack of self control our fear is never ending. controling. how i can't seem. to find my self again, my walls are closing in. i've felt this way before so insecure!!!"
ok i am totally pissed at the anymious poster in my lj but me and timmy think we kno who it is. and when i get my hands on them it wont be pretty that's all i can say. but on to recent news i gots braces and they suck!!!! but they're powder blue so that's cool atleast. well i gotta go do sumthin prolly talk to ppl and find out how i'm gonna kick that person's ass. wait and bleed rudgie
yeahhhhh ok the week of vaca's almost over which totally sucks! oh well ok i gotta get this off my chest.......... alright guyz i'm not over lindsey yet i don't kno what i was thinking with the whole jenna thing. i mean jenna ur a nice girl but i can only b ur friend right now. i mean i still really care bout linds, but i'm not sure if the feeling's mutual. well that's it i still care for you linds. but on an upbeat note maybe juss maybe my rents will let me hav u guyz over! haha sicness! oh yeah in regards to the whole lj comments in tucks lj, dude idk wtf i was thinking i can't lose u as a friend i mean ur juss too good a guy to juss give up on i juss really fucked up. hope u can take my apology man. well not much else to report on cept the fact that my dad and i are prolly gonna go look at a datsun tonight. omg this'll b so sic cuz as u all kno the one in my garage is a piece! lol well i'll post later or when i feel as tho it's necessary. Rudgie
omfg this week was really f'd up! i mean linds and i broke up =( oh well things always come to an end. but what eva i'm ova it. i mean now i'm goin on a blind date with jenna (jack's cuz). wow things really need to slow down i am losing control of my own life now! schoool still sux no doubt but fairbanks brought in her puppy today omg it was so cute => well w/e i'm outt i guess. weird week cumin ahead if u kno what i mean ( no not lik that u perverts) hahah Rudgie oh yeah and happy birthday Jenna u finally hit 14!
ok long time since i updated oh well didn't miss much. Juss the fact that me an lindsey are finally goin out . soooooo happy right now! haha i hate april fools day soo bad yesterday tho wasn't that bad cuz lik every class boberg had either fished her or pranked her lol. last night was the dance finally and that was when i asked linds if she'd give me a second chance and well yeah . but adam's sucha fag and a tool. not gonna explain. oh well easter wasn't that bad got gran tursimo 4 yeah sic game. gotta get my aston martin v12 vanquish in british racing green! yeah well nothing else to say . i'm out
ly linds (i don't kno how i am so lucky to hav a girl lik u!) Rudgie
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ehhh not a great day today. tha guyz can seriously piss me off sumtimes if u wanna kno y juss ask adam. only a 2 hour delay that sux i was so tired. haha science yesterday - Mr sutphen " u guyz won't get to heat that rock until tomorrow, and you prolly won't be able to get that burner lighted either" naff " y not? " Mr Sutphen " Cuz the gas isn't turned on" lol me an naff r such idiots we forgot to turn on tha gas. well i almost had it lit lol. oh well i'll post when i feel lik postin lik sooner or later.
yea my comp got really screwed up cuz it got a virus but it's fixed so w/e. well last nite we went to see man of tha house it was funny sorta, but tha best thing bout tha movie was that christina millian was one of tha cheerleaders!! she is so friggin hot!! but afta tha movie me an naff went to strawberrys an barns and noble both were closin when we got there so it sucked. but then me a nhim raced back t otha movies an i won cuz he lost his shoe an his pants almost fell off!!! ahhhhh that woulda been a scary sight. lol. but when kim an danielle left it was only me naff an tucker left. so tucker threw a penny into tha chandeller thing then tha security guard guy came after us that was so funny. but when tucker left me an naff were waitin for ross an his mom. while we were waitin a truck hit one of those orange barrel things it was so funny. i was lik "hey buddy what are you doin!?!" me an naff were laughin so hard. then we left an i came home watched tech tv then went to bed. well school tomorrow this sux. well i'll post afta school tomorrow.
yea things r lookin up 4 everyone now i'm tryin to loose my cockyness an it's beginnin to lose it's grip on me. well wednesday movies at lik 640 i think 2 see tha wedding date it looks funny. an i mite finally hav sum 1. yea u kno who u r <3. ha u girls aren't tha only 1's who can do that. ok well i'll b posting lik wednesday or sumthin.
yea yea yea i get it i juss neva got to updating. well my life sux i think it's cuz i'm too cocky. oh well i'll juss b myself an c what i can do. lass nite we went to kims in my opinion it sucked but then again i was lonely so whaddya expect from me. well i got no sleep last nite so i am pissed rite now don't piss me off or i'll bite u. ok well i'll post later lik durin tha week cuz we hav it off.
well happy valentines day evry 1. it's tha best an worst day eva good- if u hav a valentine, bad - No valentine. but today 4 me i had lindz as my valentine yea i'm pretty happy still. well we're not goin out 4 all u ppl who r wonderin, but naff an katie r goin out. (note - i didn't tell u) yea so it's too late 2 go anywhere tonite wit tha 'couples'. lol yea we had plans but they were foiled lol. well i'll post this week or sumthin.
Rudgie
( shood i ask lindz out or not pleez give me sum advise )
no we hav school tomorrow but tha good thing is that tomorrow's valentines day!!! yea i gave in an bought lindz sumthin but i'm not alone gman got laur sumthin so yea. lass nite we went to tha movies an yea not too good of a movie. but afta tha movie tim bought fries. lol we neva paid him bac. then i went home an slept i was sooo tired. but today my mom came home from tha hospital omg i was sooo happy. i still am yea. i'll post tomorrow when i find out if lindz is my valentine or not.
yea now that tha pats won i had 2 get a new lj wit of course tha sox logo in tha bac. yea anyways valentines day is only 4 days away omg. an now i'm in a no swearin contest. great. Yea but anyway i hav 2 postpone my party that i was gonna hav saturday until next saturday cuz my cellar is a mess! no surprise there lol. yea i'll post later lik afta tha weekend or is sumthin happens this weekend. Rudgie
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